I know I did some of the latter in the last two weeks. I guess we all have our weak moments. And I apologize to everyone I came across for my miserable mood.
At one point, I literally hit my head and went "Ok, now WHO is it that is responsible for your current misery?" - Well, that has got to be ME. So, by complaining and whining more, I can only reinforce a downward spiral, right? Energetically, it's really as simple as that.
I'm not suggesting glossing over the hard parts of life, on the contrary. But the way we share them makes all the difference.
If I walked around blaming everyone I've interacted with in the past year for pulling me into this situation and ignoring the choices I made that got me here, people would turn their backs on me pretty quickly, I am sure. Also, I don't want to do that, because it is simply not true. I have forgiven myself first and foremost, and everyone involved for co-creating these situations. The same goes for any difficult situations that are undoubtedly still ahead of me while I work my way back up the energy spectrum.
I know it is my soul plan in this lifetime. So why cause myself and all of our interconnected existence more pain by resisting?
Gracefully and graciously receiving the lessons we signed up for in this lifetime seems to be the order of the day. For me at least... And that, to me, is the spirit of Easter. Acceptance. And acceptance opens us for transformation.